""Nothing going good with me in your absence............""

People who r happy  often make fun of me & my feelings..................................................

but i dont mind them at all.................................. becoz i have seen many ups & down in lyf........................... how lyf changes.................... how promises r broken................................. how people changes........................... how rude 1 can be................................

They make fun of me becoz they r happy n want to b more.......................................... by making fun of sumone........................................ n very often i m dat sumone............................

from past i have leant to b a silent spectator..................................... becoz i know their is no one who cud under stand me ,..................... other than u............................. but since u r busy in ur new Love lyf........................ how can i disturb u .............................................  as i know people of Delhi r very busy ...................... i know u wudnt b replying...........................

i just need to deliver u a msg  ............................................

""Nothing going good with me in your absence......................................................"" 

Earlier My frndzzzzzzzz  {Ashish,sauarbh,yati} use to say that they enjoy my company a lot........................... as i make them smile 4 moment they spend with me............................make them laugh to da fullest......................... make them forget their worries....................
But know when ever they meet me they ask da same ques.......................................

Where is that smile............................. y i have been taking this lyf so seriously ...........................y i m not enjoying my life  lyk others often do ...............................
whats the reason that made me so serious .......................................................... their question make me speechless.................. itz becoz i cant break da promise i did to u ,  i dont answer their question...........................