Left alone by everyone !!!!

There r so many people to take care of her thatz y it dosnt mattrss to her whether i m dead or alive................. But what about me i dnt hve even a single person to listn to me .................. I hve helped every one in their evry stage of lyf ...............but there was no one who cud just hold my hand n say "Dnt worry i m with u "???
People just forget me when day dnt need me................................
 God ! u shower u blessings on every one . plz do the very same 4 me .............
I too need sum one who cud listn to me ......................... who cud give me sum tym .................. Sumtimes i feel very lonely..................When i c my frnds sharing each n everything with their beloved ones.............. Itzz too tough to hold all ur emotions within urself......... I dnt say that dosnt mean that i dnt feel........................

""Nothing going good with me in your absence............""

People who r happy  often make fun of me & my feelings..................................................

but i dont mind them at all.................................. becoz i have seen many ups & down in lyf........................... how lyf changes.................... how promises r broken................................. how people changes........................... how rude 1 can be................................

They make fun of me becoz they r happy n want to b more.......................................... by making fun of sumone........................................ n very often i m dat sumone............................

from past i have leant to b a silent spectator..................................... becoz i know their is no one who cud under stand me ,..................... other than u............................. but since u r busy in ur new Love lyf........................ how can i disturb u .............................................  as i know people of Delhi r very busy ...................... i know u wudnt b replying...........................

i just need to deliver u a msg  ............................................

""Nothing going good with me in your absence......................................................"" 

Earlier My frndzzzzzzzz  {Ashish,sauarbh,yati} use to say that they enjoy my company a lot........................... as i make them smile 4 moment they spend with me............................make them laugh to da fullest......................... make them forget their worries....................
But know when ever they meet me they ask da same ques.......................................

Where is that smile............................. y i have been taking this lyf so seriously ...........................y i m not enjoying my life  lyk others often do ...............................
whats the reason that made me so serious .......................................................... their question make me speechless.................. itz becoz i cant break da promise i did to u ,  i dont answer their question...........................

Yaaron dosti badi hi haseen hai
Yeh na ho to kya phir
Bolo yeh zindagi hai..................................

The hand with ring is mine............ rest r my frnds......Ashish,Saurabh,Yatindr.............. Miss u guyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Missing Frnd

Tu nahin toh, inn labon pe ik shikaayat reh gayi hai...............................
Door hi jab karna tha toh paas kyun laaya batah
Khuda ............................................
kabhi tujhe bhi toh pyaar hoga.............
Khuda judaa tera yaar hoga................................
Khuda jaanega tu faaslon ka hai yeh dard kya.................................

I lost my SMILE ........................

you are Lucky you got a chance to select either ur Lover or ur Friend..........................You selected ur Lover.................. Even though i respect u , ur Feelings for him , even ur decesion of leaving me alone 4 evr ..........................the reason u wana with him may be Love is more Divine than frndship.......................

I was very much happy for you............... but sum how , sum where i was going through a pain but i havnt told u about it ....................  You started Avoiding me.............. u didnt even have a word nicely with me as if i m ur enemy................. I didnt said a word ................ didnt  asked u questionzzz ...............not even i expressed my pain..................... i dont know how to express myself.................................... But trust me i was very badly hurt the day u said................................ that u dont need me anymore in your lyf.........................

That day i lost my everything.......... My frnd,Smile sumwhere in the Crowded world 4 evr .....................Till now i m finding it........................ I forgot the meaning of staying Happy .............................. ur one Decesion changed me completely

Becozzzzzzzzz my eyes Do not show tears ............... That dosent mean my heart dosent cry............................
Sum people say they r Missing my smile.........................Being very honest i myself is missing my "SMILE"

Even though i wud b dere always 4 u when ever u feel lonely ........ becoz frndship to me is to "Forgive" not to "Forget".........

----------> Aakash <-----------

What Is Love ????

In my word .........................  Love is wen my mom Comes to me & say   "Beta, I love you " Love is when i come late & papa says "Late Hone wale the to call kar dete".....................Love is wen my bhabhi saya "Aur Hero Colg me koi ldki wdki patai ki nahi..".................................. Love is wen my sistr says "Meri Shadi k baad tera room kaun saaf karega"...................... Love is wen my brother says "Chal bey Ghum k atte hain"
Love is wen my best frnd call me & say "Kamene Kaha Mar gaya, jaldi aa" Love is wen "India lost a match against Pakistan & tears come out in eyes.........................
Thatzzzzzzzz Love  According to me .............. Dont evr Miss is in lyf ...................